Why, you're in the middle of work. Stop by and blog!
I feel like I am waking up from a long sleep. More like a bear waking up from hibernation but I wasn't hibernating, rather I was working long hours in a closed area, countig the days to my freedom.
40 days ago I would have been estatic because I would really be free. But now I'd feel like I been bitch slapped and still disoriented from the blunt force. I am not sure what I am waking up to.
40 days ago I was sure that I will leave and work on my business. Then the melodrama began. One thing for sure the situation have changed and I am still part of the game. The other side of the game, the one I wanted to be in doesn't look too good anymore. Even so, this side of the game, although is the winning side, will not get what I really want.
Considering the overall point of view, staying with winner team will not improve my situation. But going to the other side might, no guarantees, get me what I want but but I would have to be sacrificing day-to-day satisfaction and contentment for the potential money I might earn.
W are having a team meeting this Friday and from the pseudo-boss, we will ave lots of changes. More and more projects are coming in and already confirmed, so plenty f work to do. The new company is progressing, although at a slow pace, will go ahead. I already saw the changes, however, I do not see my situation changing at all.
If I go to the business, with the organization I can't really give my full support to, I will get what I want. Sacrifice e time, for th long-term result.
I just hope that when I emerge into the light, I will now which road to take. Oh, what to do. What to do.
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