Saturday, September 29, 2007

29/100


It's almost been 30 days since I started this experiment. The results so far?

It's been noticeable that I get al my work done without much resentment. Before this experiment, I hated my job so much that I would so up at word and be disruptive to my co-workers, my duties and responsible. How much I wish to be fired.

I joined a business hoping to earn a good enough income that I don't have to worry about money while hating everything about it. I hated the promotions and initiatives that were put forth. But I stayed on because I felt like it's my only choice to make money fast so I can walk out of the job and thumb my fingers at them.

I still feel all the above but things have changed. Like I said, I am doing my job without much resentmemt. My ill feelings about the business organization is still there but I try to find way to distance myself from it. I put forth my ideal job/career to the big boss. Yes, I did write down that ultimately I would like to combine wellness and travel through travel journalism and yoga instructor. She expected me to think outside the box, so I did.

Now that a new month is about to start and it will be a very busy month for me. I would like to see how this LOA will unfold in my daily life. And by the end of 100 days, how much closer do I consider myself in reaching or achieving my ultimate life? At the moment- I am not even close to what I ultimately picture myself doing.

Its Saturdaymorning and the voices in my head are at a Mexican stand-off whether I should go to the N21 meeting or the H&C show. I will keep you posted.

Mamaste,

MsMak.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

27/100 My life have just begun


Cute, huh?

Sorry, I haven't written lately. The past few days have been blah as far as what's happening in my life. So I took it easy and did what I have to do like late night I went to see the doctor about the rash on my face. Basically, I took care to things and it's a good thing too because for the next two weeks I will not have the time to do so.

I can't believe that it's almost 30 days since I started this 100 days challenge. I must say that I can see the changes in my attitude. I am aware that my thoughts, my words and my feelings are important, so I am very conscientious about them. I am aware about positive outcomes and clarity in my desires. Also, I make myself aware about what I am attracting to my life and how I am moving closer to my desired outcome.

What do I want after this 100 days challenge? After this 100 days, I want to see a clear direction on how to move my life to get my desired results. I still want what I want but I am certain that within these 100 days, I will move towards the desired results in my life. And from there I can move on and towards my desires.

For "As TTA Turns", the saga is still going well. Still have a long way to go until a new story line emerges. As far as my business is concern, I have put it in hiatus becausde of the last organization meeting and how I (strongly) felt regarding the asisnine initiatives put forth. My foretune teller told me that things will be clear after the 15th November. And I should be careful about going into business full-time.



I'll keep you posted regarding "As TTA Turns" and my business.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

My daydream du jour

Ever since I started this LOA experience, reading more books then I ever read while I was in school, I begin to have daydream du jour.

Let me tell you about my daydream du jour. If any of you have been following as "As TTA turns", you know that Dee have sold the company last week. You know that I, in this case, we met "De Bos" last Thursday at lunch. I announced that I would like to take up a career where I can combine my two loves, travel and wellness.

I can imagine myself going to Macchu Picchu and climbing to the top to enjoy the sunrise or sunset at the summit. Take time to do yoga or mediate on the top. Possible, very possible. Dee, jokingly, stated "Michelle takes on S. America." And all I can do is to smile but inside I wan screaming. Yes, one can say I have a control issue.

Okay, take a deep breathe and let it pass through you.

I can take S. America on day a time and meanwhile get into real estate in Costa Rica or somewhere cheap because I am going to be renting these properties to American or European retirees. There it goes, another stream of passive income.

Friday, September 21, 2007

What do I want? Part 2

  • To earn at least 100000 baht (about $2,900) a month so that renovate the house. I will start renovate the house by building a spare room and bathroom upstairs so that Sri can stay there. Then I will renovate my bedroom and bathroom in conjunction with expanding the balcony, and a small working area for myself. Then comes the back of the house where it will have to be rebuilt so I can expand the kitchen and dining room. Redecorate the living room completely and move laundry area from upstairs to downstairs.
  • I want to quit my job and have time to grow my business. This would mean that I will have time to go to yoga everyday if I wish.
  • My favorite: Travel the world and visit the "seven wonders of world" especially now that there are fourteen wonders.
  • Combine my two loves: travel and wellness in a career. I can go take a yoga class with a specific swarmi or a LOA seminar in different countries and write about it- a blog, magazine, etc.
  • I want to earn 100,000 (about $3000) of passive income on top of my usual income.
  • I want to build my dream house in Chiang Mai or Chiang Rai, for me when I retire. In retirement, I want to live in a community near a school or college so I able to teach English or whatever the kids would like to know. Maybe take u a part-time teachers assistants in a school.
  • I want to live my life to the fullest and be happy.

I guess it's okay to expand my dreams in LOA. I am glad I revisited my "desires" so to speak because I am realizing that what is happening now is what I have attracted to my life! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!

The end of Part 1 for today. See you again, tonight.

Lots of love,

Ms Mak

Thursday, September 20, 2007

De Bos

Ja, I met de Bos today at lunch. Big, burly, ex rugby type Dutch man with a good sense of humor.
As a person, I like. But as the boss, I have to wait and see. Personal, I am skeptical about the move because I have doubt that I will be fulfilled.

I have to let go of my doubt. So I went to the fortune teller. I sat there frustrated because I believed that he's not telling what I want to hear. But he told that I have decision to make. I should not take the full fledge plunge into business. If I really want to go into business I should wait until after my next birthday. I should partner up with a friend instead of doing it alone.

If I stay at job, which will changed now that the company been sold, I have a good opportunity to further my career.

How much do I want to scream right now. If I follow my guts, then I'll have to quit the business because of the initiatives of the other night I am so opposed to it that it's not funny anymore. And judging from the ROI, then I should quit the business. But if I do, then I will have to be a slave to the 9-5 and no travel reporter nor a yoga instructor in the future. From the time I have left in the working years, and years to enjoy my bliss then I be a slave!!!

Oh, how do I want to scream!!!!!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Today is another day

Today is another day the I really feel angry but a good angry because it showed me all that I don't want.

I have been digesting the information of last night in my head. I have to do it in my head because I really can't discuss this with my colleague. I feel very different from the others that I have to pretend "to go with the flow".

I noticed that Pim really doesn't want to talk to me. I suspect that she drear my answers if asked the question that will change my status right away.

At any rate, I had lunch with Ek. And I can't keep my silence anymore so I told him. I told everything and how I felt about the situation. I felt good after I told him. It was a release, I let go and came back to my intention. My intention of ownership. I own me, I own my life, I own my time.

As time went by , the evening came and I went to the other office because of the scheduled organizational meeting. It's one of those meeting I don't like to attend because I get very little out of it. This time it was different. I got alot-both positive and negative.

First the negative. The first half of the meeting MS came out and announced some initiatives that I adamantly disagree. 1) He buying a disco so the organizational can party for free!!!!! I don't support the party initiative and now I will not support the activity. Secondly, he begged for money to cover a bad business deal he made. Who do you think he is!!!! More and more, he's beginning to sound like evangelistic leader trying to siphon off momey from the congregation. This really irked me!!!!!

Now the second half of the meeting is very useful for the business. I got a lot of techniques and methods to do business. It repeated and confirm what was said on Sunday by PC. THis makes me feel good again.

Enough said. I have to seek a sing of which way the correct flow is going.

I go to do. Good night,

Ms Mak

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

A new job? A new career?


What is in it for me? I have to ask myself that question.

Today, my boss announced the sale of the company to another organization. 95% she said. There is still that 5% that tio the scale to the other side. She have done this before by saying that she is sure we were getting this or that project. Then the project fall through and all hope shatter.

Actually I knew this coming about three weeks ago. She kinda spill it out in a drunk rant about things that are happening. I didn't right then because I been wanting to leave the company for sometime now. When she announce the probably sale of the company again I now so sure I am going with her.

I must admit that I'm excited for the company because it's a good sign that the company is going on the right path. The company is worth something in the outside market. It's a very good sign for the company. But what is in for me?

I am not sure. I really don't fit in the company to begin with. The company, as it, will be completely transformed into something completely different as it stands now. I really don't fit in the structure of the old company, what more in this new company?

I checked out the website. I checked what positions are available in the other company. Again, I really don't fit in.

I know that I am guarantee a position but as what? I can write my own job description and perhaps negotiate a new salary. I have to ask myself the question what is in it for me?

My fear is rearing its ugly head. And the worst thing for me is I really can't discuss this with nor do I want to discuss my deepest fear with them. My deepest fear is that I go on to a great new position and again get bored or disillusioned because my time is not my own.

I just have to wait and see where the river is flowing and go with the tide, keeping in mind that I still want at least 100000 a month whihc is 4 times what I am making now.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

My Dreams of Travelling


You see my suitcase packed and really to go. Even as a child, I always dream of seeing the 7 wonders of the world. My childhood list consist of
  • Great Wall of China
  • Taj Mahal
  • Angkor Wat
  • Leaning Tower of Pisa
  • Colossuem, Rome
  • Pyramids of Giza
  • Stonehedge
Okay, I'd seen 3 out of 7 wonders. Not bad I have to say. Then they go and expand the list to include:
  • Petra, Jordan
  • Macchu Picchu, Peru
  • Chichen Itza, Mexico
  • Christ Redeemer, Brazil
alright, when the new list came out earlier this year, it was quite a let down somehow. So I am making my own list of 100 place I want to see and some on this list will be a repeat. I am going back because I want to. It's my list and I will what I want to!

  1. Great Wall of China
  2. Taj Mahal
  3. Angkor Wat
  4. Leaning Tower of Pisa
  5. Colossuem, Rome
  6. Pyramids of Giza
  7. Stonehedge
  8. Petra, Jordan
  9. Macchu Picchu, Peru
  10. Chichen Itza, Mexico
  11. Christ Redeemer, Brazil
  12. The Acropolis, Greece

  13. Alhambra, Spain

  14. Statues of Easter Island, Chile

  15. Eiffel Tower, France- Actually go back to Prais and enjoy it this time.

  16. Hagia Sophia, Turkey

  17. Kiyomizu Temple, Japan

  18. Kremlin/St. Basil, Russia
  19. Neuschwanstein Castle, Germany
  20. Statue of Liberty, USA - go back to NYAC and maybe re-live my days way back when
  21. Sydney Opera House, Australia
  22. Timbuktu, Mali
  23. Burma and vist all place like Pagan, etc
  24. Luang Prabang, Load
  25. Vietnam
  26. Phonom Pehn
  27. Pranom Rung Palace, Esan, Thailand
  28. Pimai, Thailand
  29. Jakarata, Indonesia,
  30. Jogjakarata, Indonesia
  31. Lombok, Indonesia,
  32. Sulawesi
  33. Kota Kina Baru, East Malaysia
  34. Taiwan
  35. Tokya, Japan,
  36. Kyoto Japan,
  37. Sapporao, Japan
  38. Korea
  39. Mongolia
  40. Nepal
  41. Tibet
  42. Bhutan
  43. Luxor, Egypt
  44. Asswam Dam
  45. Morroco
  46. Tangiers
  47. Rock of Gilbartar
  48. Malta
  49. Barcelona
  50. Madrid
  51. Valencia
  52. Bilboa
  53. Palace of Versailles
  54. Monaco
  55. Lyons
  56. Avingonn
  57. Cologne Germany
  58. Neurumberg
  59. Switzerland
  60. Piedmont Italy
  61. Tuscany
  62. Florence, what a beautiful city
  63. Rome
  64. Vactican City
  65. Capris
  66. Naplea
  67. Pompeeii
  68. Sicily
  69. Crete Greece
  70. Rhodes Greece
  71. Mykonos
  72. Istanbul Turkey
  73. Itzmir turkey
  74. Transavania
  75. Buenos Aires
  76. Veneuzela
  77. Rio(the Mardi Gras)
  78. South Africa
  79. Kenya
  80. Sahara Dessert
  81. Toronto
  82. Quebec
  83. Whistler (with my sister since see has a condo there)
  84. Alaska
  85. Seattle
  86. Oregon
  87. San Francisco
  88. Las Vega (to visit my cousin)
  89. Grand Canyon
  90. Houston (Visit friends)
  91. San Antonio
  92. Disneyland (my paradis on earth)
  93. Miami
  94. Costa Rica
  95. Jamaica
  96. Bora Bora
  97. Fiji
  98. Tahiti
  99. Copenhagen
  100. Scotland
  101. Ireland
  102. St Petersburg, Russia
  103. Moscow, Russia
Yeah, I can probably travel to all these place within the next ten years. I know that the list wil grow and grow and grow. I began with 100 and look at the list it's 103 places.

I can write a blog and take photos. That's really the reason behind all the travelling.

What do you think!!!!

Giddy up,

Ms. Mak

Saturday, September 15, 2007

14/100


You see the tired pup pic. That's the way I am feeling now, but it's a good feeling because I'd been working like a dog. With that being said, I had a fulfilling week as far as work is concern.

For business, I had a good week considering that I haven't been in the office for two weeks. My prospective called an talked to me about the business. That really doesn't happen very often.

What am I grateful today? I am grateful that
  • Today's Friday, I have a very full weekend. I got to a meeting, then to the reunion and to the chairman's tour seminar.
  • I paid for my advertising and faxed over the receipt. Which meaning I have to kick my own ass to the next few weeks.
  • I cleared the miscommunication with Standard Chartered and I think things are looking up in that arena.
  • I got the templates back to the applicants so that they can amend it and things are looking good in that arena there too.
  • I got my resume updated and if Pim thinks its not enough then I can amend it but also tell her what I really think
  • The new receptionist will start on Monday which will alleviate my office management workload.
I should say good and really have a deep good night sleep.

Adieu,

Ms. Mak

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

12/100 It's geting clearer


I am now living a full and complete life in body, mind, and soul.

As far as work is concern, I got a lot of work done. Even things are not finished, I got a load of work done.

It's getting clearer now that I saw what I really wanted. "Ownership" I want ownership on everything n my life. I want ownership on my time - I dictate of where I go, what I do, who I am with, the house I live in, etc. I want to own my job, which is own my own business. I want to own my time, that means I can practice yoga at anytime. I want to 'own' my friends and colleagues which mean that I choose my friends and colleagues-- not the other way around. I want to own I house I live in, which can go two ways: 1) fix this house and maybe my sisters out and 2) buy a condo. When I have ownership on everything and every part of my life then I can truly do and be all that I can be.

I can see the picture in my head which will the movie of my life unfolding in front of me. And that's the reason being the two affirmations today.



Life is what I make of it. I have control over my own life. I gain strength from struggles I have won. I gain wisdom from my experiences. I gain joy from the love in my own heart.


Perhaps tonight I can get a good night sleep. I'd been sleeping late and still going to work tired.
So good night.

Charmed,

Ms. Mak




9/11 anniversay


Has it been 6 years since the fateful day when the planes crashed into the twin towers. As a former resident of NYC, I salute all of the survivors of that day.

I really don't like to think about that day. I just don't want to find out of who might have been in the building or the area when it happened. If I find out who was that means that there is only one degree of separation behind me and that people.

Actually, it was a miracle. All the stories I heard of about that day were just miraculous. My friend Fernie and Kaori were working in UN Building so they were spared. Mark was stuck Long Island. My cousins, Yonnie and Marilou, have retired and no longer commuted into city via the PATH. Dorothy;s husband, whom I really don't know, decided to take the ferry into the city instead of the PATH. My former brother-in-law was suppose to be at the Pentagon that morning but took another flight to DC and totally missed the whole situation. Most of all, I saw Tim on TV, in the fres, so to speak.

After that kind of miracles from such a horrendous event, I didn't look any deeper. I was sure that if I dig deep I would find someone affect by the tragic event and then it would have a profound effect on me.

At any rate, I am bidding adieu and hasta manna.

Sincerely,

Ms. Mak

Sunday, September 9, 2007

9/100 It's a working Sunday

It's a working Sunday. I haven't worked on a Sunday for quite a while now. What I really mean is that I haven't devoted my time to my business for some time now. Sot feels good and strange when you'd been away and you have to jump into it. I have loads of things to keep up it.

I don't like working on Sunday although its the most important day for the business. By working on Sunday, it means that your business is growing. My teammate confirmed my opinion that the format of the seminar is such a waste of time because speakers will go over time, will start repeating themselves and it seem that they do so just to kill time. The most important part of the meeting is actually the very last hour. By that time, the person have already sat through 8 hours of information and as if it's not enough, they are giving 24 hours to think and mull over the info just to decide 'yes' or 'no' to the business.

I am so confused because I loved the idea of the business-the wellness business. Yet, I really don't so many things about the organization. I feel like I am contradicting my desires, my intentions because of my feeling about the organization's executives are borderline negative. It's the way they do things I really don't agree with.

I could go along and do what I am suppose to do but I can't feel enthusiastic about the situation. I am wondering if I can truly believe that is my way that I can achieve my desires. I am certainly if I stay in my regular job, then it would be like staying in a marriage just for the children's sake. But if I continue this on these parallel courses then I am in a bad marriage and in another bad relationship on the side. Oy vay.

So today I am grateful for the following:

  1. Now I am ready to do real work for my business and put money into it again. I didn't advertise last month because I was feeling overwhelmed however, I found out that last month's lots were all incomplete and it would have been a throwing good money after bad if I advertised.
  2. Even though it was a working Sunday, I got to meet lots of my teammates that I haven't seen in a while. It wasn't so stressed out but rather relaxing.
  3. I began reading a new book. After neglecting reading for a while, now I am making time to read again. Reading books and not only e-books or e-articles on the net.
  4. Even though I had a guest and she couldn't make it tomorrow, I get to go to the party and I get to go to yoga tomorrow. Yeah!
  5. 9 out of 10 said that I am looking slimmer, which is a bonus because I haven't been trying to lose weight. Just trying to get more exercise (yoga) into my schedule.
Today's affirmation: I now desire a richer, fuller, and more abundant life and that desire is becoming my everyday reality.

It's been a long day and tomorrow is the start of another week of the regular job. I can't wait until I can resolve this dual lives that I am living. Good night and see you again tomorrow.

Warmly,

Ms. Mak

Saturday, September 8, 2007

It's Saturday night

It's Saturday, only a few hours since this morning and it's busy a busy afternoon and evening. So before winding down I would like to give thanks to:

  1. I went to the office (for my business) for the first time in two weeks. You can say I took a vacation from the business. My team was there and I got help from them. Also, for a bonus, I got one guest for tomorrow
  2. I got all that I wanted to get done (including this blog) today.
  3. Got medicine for my skin condition so I can get rid of the rash. Did a litle shopping for the home and paid bills.
  4. Optimize my desktop. Remind me to optimize my laptop, too.
  5. I saw my sister today. There are some weekends when I don't get to see her or talk to her at all. Mostly my fault.
I have to get up early tomorrow. At lease early for Sunday. It's going to be a very long day tomorrow.

Today's affirmation: I AM OPEN TO RECEIVING.

I have to remember this for tomorrow. I am going to say god night and see you today if I am not to tired from the long day.

Ms Mak

It's Saturday Morning



It's Saturday morning and its a good morning.

And watching a movie on my DVD. It's a lovely comedy about dogs nd you know ai love dogs.

Yesterday was a very busy for me and my personal life.

  • Firstly, I have so many people who wanted to help me in my business. A very good sign because I'd been very quiret in my business for a while now.
  • Secondly, I did one good thing for myself and my future. I bought into a retirement fund at a very reasonable price and at a value more than I planned.
  • Thirdly, a cousin who seldom ever calls me, rang and asked me to do him a favorable. A very good favor and I am glad to help. What are family for anyway if you don't help each other.
  • Fourthly, I had a massage for myself among old and new friends. Really did something to my neck and shoulders. Made me realized that need to take care of my neck and shoulders. Lots of tension and stressed there.
  • Fifthly, I had a good night sleep and at a very reasonable hour. I'd been having restless sleep and sleep at very late and waking up early. This makes me a very groggy and grouchy person in the morning.
AToday will be another long day. At least I have to show up at the business this week. I'll tune in again later, for now good day.

Ms Mak

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Day 5 - Slow days ahead


It's been a very slow these past two days and it looks it's going pretty slow for the next few days. Its days like these when I don't feel so good for myself. The voices in my head can be little noisy.

I am grateful for:
  • I'd been doing yoga at home these past few days which is unusual for me to be able to do yoga without the temptation of sitting still. It show that I can commit to doing something outside my outside my comfort zone.
  • I am half in my work project which keeps me on track with what I have to accomplished.
  • I cleared out enough clutter in my room that it looks and feels more comfortable and tidy. The next space I have to declutter is my closet. And I really want to do it because I know that I have to admit that I have gained weight even thiugh it in the acceptable range of weight gain.
  • My movie friend came over today I am able to borrow a few CD so I can keep up with me movies.
  • I got a copy of the "Science of Getting Rich" and The Science of Being Well", both by Dr. Wattles. So my library has being growing by leaps and bounds these past couple months.
It's getting late again and I have to get ready for bed. So good and see you soon.

Ms. Mak

Monday, September 3, 2007

Day 3 - My Introduction

Today, I am going to introduce myself. My name is Michelle and I live in Bangkok, Thailand. I liked to say that Bangkok is the anchor for NYC because if you put a sword through the globe straight from New York, you end up in Bangkok.

I am born the year of the ox which would make me 46 this year. For many years I lived in NYC. Gee whiz, the tale of two cities.

I love dogs and the pictures I post are from various websites because I believe that dogs should be kept in open, safe places and not confined areas like condos.

I am single and like being single. Never be married and have no children. My dogs are my children. I live in a house in the middle of the city which make plenty of people envious because it's like living a few blocks from where you work.

I work as an administrative person in a small office. It's a good job but it's really boring and I really don't have much to do but I have to stay in the office. What I really want to do is to work part-time building up my business and practice yoga in my free time. Of course, earn lots of month while doing this.

I would practice my yoga everyday, and grow my business and especially own my own time.

My affirmation: "Every though I have is now being transformed into massive financial abundance for me."

Well, another thing I would like to do for myself is getting to bed at a decent hour so I can have some restful sleep and wake up rested.


Good night,

Ms. Mak











Day 2 - Sunday, Sundae


Day 2 - Sunday, Sundae

It's another lazy Sunday; another day of rest.

I am working on my 'dream book' project. It's something I'd been meaning to do ever since Ek told me about it and "Think and Grow Rich" by Napoleon Hill. Reading the book inspired me to go on a quest.

I started hunting for information on the internet, but it really didn't get me anywhere. I kinda stayed in the same spot for a long time. Then half way into the book, I saw Oprah and Rhonda Bryne ( and friends) talking about 'the secret'. And then suddenly, I went deeper into cyberspace.

I don't like stay in the same spot for a long time, so I got off the threadmill and began another journey. Only this time I have an end (December 9). At the end of that rainbow, I will find my pot of gold. That pot of gold will be at least 100000 baht a month in my business and out of TTA/CCIA for good.

Its getting late and I need to sleep. So good night and good day until next time.

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Day 1 - First steps

After studying the LOA for a few weeks now , I have stopped complaining in my head. I have stopped complaining out loud a long time ago when I realized that I don't like listening to other people complain that I better don't complain so I don't have to hear about it. But how can one stop listen to the complains in your head.

Today I going to start applying LOA to my life and see if I can stop the complains in my head.

From what I read, complains, doubts, fear, are all negative vibes sending out negative vibrations out there so I still can achieve all that I can be. It's the negative vibrations of my doubts that is diluting the positives vibrations of my desires.

I cleaned my in box and I feel great. You may ask what does a clean mail box have to fo with LOA. For me, everything because it meas that I read my stash of LOA articles and gurus and feel empowered enough to apply LOA in my life.

So step 1, Decide What It Is You Want:


This is the easy step. A normal person would have list of things they want to achieve in their lives. And I have a list.
  • To earn at least 100000 baht (about $2,900) a month so that renovate the house. I will start renovate the house by building a spare room and bathroom upstairs so that Sri can stay there. Then I will renovate my bedroom and bathroom in conjunction with expanding the balcony, and a small working area for myself. Then comes the back of the house where it will have to be rebuilt so I can expand the kitchen and dining room. Redecorate the living room completely and move laundry area from upstairs to downstairs.
  • I want to quit my job and have time to grow my business. This would mean that I will have time to go to yoga everyday if I wish.
  • My favorite: Travel the world and visit the "seven wonders of world" especially now that there are fourteen wonders.
I have my work cut out for me, don't I? What a challenge.

Step 2) Imagine Yourself In The Moment Of Having What You Want:

Visualization. Meditation. Whatever method that you can see yourself at the finish line and with the gold medal!

Step 3) Take Actions Congruent With What You Want:

Believe me this is the most difficult step of all. This is when the little voices in my head start talking about fear of failure, lacking of money, house in despair, career in shambles, and unhappiness in the workplace, no time to work on my business, no time to exercise, etc, etc, etc. Any normal person have those voices in their heads.

So stop talking already the little voices in my head. I will get these voices out of my head. Oh, how would I like to take a boar ride on the Nile to see the Pyramids and Luxor.

Ineed to take a brak froim this now. Well, until tomorrow--be grateful, be happy now.

Prelude

For several weeks now I'd been studying the "law of attraction" from the internet by reading stuff the gurus are giving you for free. Its been informative and now I think I am ready to apply it to my live.

So far, from my studies I found that LOA has these important steps:


1) Decide What It Is That You Want and be specific about it.
2) Visualize Yourself In The Moment Of Having What You Want and truly believe it as if you're obsessed by the thought.
3) Take Actions Congruent With What You Want.
4) Be grateful for all the lessons that journey will bring and forgive and let go of your past negative thoughts.

So starting from today I going to apply these steps to my daily living and see what happens.

A Chinese adage says " A journey of 10,100 li begins with one step." So here is my journey and I am off my way. Good luck!!!

All the best,

Ms. Mak