TGIF on Monday

I can't wait until this Friday. When It's Friday and the clock hits midnight, then I am official free. I am on vacation.

So now I have to look busy. Not really, I am really busy, busy, busy.
I still have to confirm my vacation because . . .busy, busy. busy.

At any rate, I will have to plan and do things in advance this week. Finalize my vacation after the 1st. Then I should be just find unless Murphy's decides to visit me. But there is a solution to every problem.

This past weekend I had a busy weekend, but also relaxing. I went shopping for shoes and got a facial. Also, I went out of town for some merit making, met some people that I haven't seen in many, many years. Even have enough time to go shopping and come home, cook dinner for the next week. I even went to sleep early and feel rested.

My mind is clouded. Clouded with thoughts of what will happen after my vacation. Will I be stuck with my present job duties? Is there some one who will replace me? What will I be doing once there is someone to replace me? Will I get the raise that I deserve? If don't get what I want, should I leave any way? If I don't get what I want, then negotiate less hours (or less days per week) but with the same pay?

Then, how about my business? Shall I return and do the business? Or jump straight in to the other business? Or do both (with the condition that my day job is not so demanding)? Can I really tolerate the WBS management team? Can I avoid attend long, drawn-out, boring, lack of direction, meeting that go around in circles without an end? Or business that I have to travel to meet with prospective? Or forget about business altogether and do some investing instead?

Do I have a way out for all these questions? Are there still other questions that I haven't thought of? My fears are manifesting because I need direction in my life. I am hoping that by the end of my vacation, I will get some clarity regarding the directions of my life.

So apply the LOA. So what do I want?

Oh can't wait for my retreat in Bali. I really deesrve it.