Today is another day

Today is another day the I really feel angry but a good angry because it showed me all that I don't want.

I have been digesting the information of last night in my head. I have to do it in my head because I really can't discuss this with my colleague. I feel very different from the others that I have to pretend "to go with the flow".

I noticed that Pim really doesn't want to talk to me. I suspect that she drear my answers if asked the question that will change my status right away.

At any rate, I had lunch with Ek. And I can't keep my silence anymore so I told him. I told everything and how I felt about the situation. I felt good after I told him. It was a release, I let go and came back to my intention. My intention of ownership. I own me, I own my life, I own my time.

As time went by , the evening came and I went to the other office because of the scheduled organizational meeting. It's one of those meeting I don't like to attend because I get very little out of it. This time it was different. I got alot-both positive and negative.

First the negative. The first half of the meeting MS came out and announced some initiatives that I adamantly disagree. 1) He buying a disco so the organizational can party for free!!!!! I don't support the party initiative and now I will not support the activity. Secondly, he begged for money to cover a bad business deal he made. Who do you think he is!!!! More and more, he's beginning to sound like evangelistic leader trying to siphon off momey from the congregation. This really irked me!!!!!

Now the second half of the meeting is very useful for the business. I got a lot of techniques and methods to do business. It repeated and confirm what was said on Sunday by PC. THis makes me feel good again.

Enough said. I have to seek a sing of which way the correct flow is going.

I go to do. Good night,

Ms Mak