Saturday, September 29, 2007

29/100


It's almost been 30 days since I started this experiment. The results so far?

It's been noticeable that I get al my work done without much resentment. Before this experiment, I hated my job so much that I would so up at word and be disruptive to my co-workers, my duties and responsible. How much I wish to be fired.

I joined a business hoping to earn a good enough income that I don't have to worry about money while hating everything about it. I hated the promotions and initiatives that were put forth. But I stayed on because I felt like it's my only choice to make money fast so I can walk out of the job and thumb my fingers at them.

I still feel all the above but things have changed. Like I said, I am doing my job without much resentmemt. My ill feelings about the business organization is still there but I try to find way to distance myself from it. I put forth my ideal job/career to the big boss. Yes, I did write down that ultimately I would like to combine wellness and travel through travel journalism and yoga instructor. She expected me to think outside the box, so I did.

Now that a new month is about to start and it will be a very busy month for me. I would like to see how this LOA will unfold in my daily life. And by the end of 100 days, how much closer do I consider myself in reaching or achieving my ultimate life? At the moment- I am not even close to what I ultimately picture myself doing.

Its Saturdaymorning and the voices in my head are at a Mexican stand-off whether I should go to the N21 meeting or the H&C show. I will keep you posted.

Mamaste,

MsMak.

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