I got this wonderful idea to take Art Lessons since I got in touch with my artistic side again during my holidays. I just have to keep it up.
Back to my holidays.
I mailed a postcard to my colleagues and remarking to the postman that I probably arrived to office before the card gets to them and it was true, he he....
One of the reasons I was so excited about my holidays in Ubud is that there is an on-going workshop regarding LOA. So, that really sealed the deal on going to Bali and attending the workshop.
I really didn't think much about LOA except for gratitude. Be thankful for everything that I have, everything that I am. The little quiz really surprised me because there was a question: If you know you were going to succeed, what is the one thing you would do?
To enjoy my life, was my answer. This one really surprise me because I didn't expect it to come out. My idea of success was the Nicole Kidman Omega watch, only it over and above what I am suppose to have. Yes, to own that watch would be a sue sign that I'd arrived to the outside world. A symbol of my success but how about the inside. So, for the inside, I must enjoy my life!
I also had trouble writing my order to the universe. Brenda started out by "I want to manifest. . . ." I got stuck on the word 'manifest' because its not a word I am familiar with. Manifestation implies a long drawn out process that is truly a labor of love. Does this mean that I don't love my life? My life is not my labor of love? If so, this scares me.
So I can't remember exactly what I wrote down that evening by here is my declaration:
I am so happy and fulfilled that my business is thriving and earning 100000/month passive income. My two bed-room condo on Sukhumvit near the On-nut station is all paid for and tastefully decorated with my art works. I even have a a small studio space to do my hobbies of drawings and batik. I am thankful my little Honda Jazz which I use when I go grocery shopping or out at night with my friends. I am thankful that I can travel to yoga retreats every three months and soon I will be earning my yoga retreats. Also, my sisters and families are enjoying the benefits of my joy since they are a part of my life. I love my life. Thank you universe!
You know what, I am enjoying my life now- at this very moment. I just a video of the entire night of accolades and pride for me and I still feel chills up and down my spine. That gala night was the best night of my career and gues what, it's not a bad career. Despite it pittance of a salary, I'd done so much for the association and I must say that I would miss it when I go.
Tomorrow is one-on-one with my manager. I really don't know what to say to her. I find it difficult now because I want to do so many things that is not related to this place : yoga, art, batik and one day, maybe have that art show showcasing my work. That would be outrageous.
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